in my earlier blog posting, i spoke of all my close friends stricken with the Big "C". I had my moment Tuesday morning when i got 3 emails, Monday night from Bebo about Nikki's ER surgery adn diagnosis, then an update from two of my best friends, Mara and Helen. The news were just devastating and before i got out of the car, I asked my husband if we could pray first, and we did. I kept asking the question why all these sad news, what else can i do to help them out? In a moment, all i could say was, "i don't know anymore what i can still do". Then getting in to work, i got an email from from Ria, it was Job 5:18, and the a devotional from Charles Stanley and it was about discouragement and all these Psalms were in there. Psalm 3:2-4; 16:7-8; 63:6-8; 77:12; 119:15. I read it all, over and over until I heard the very still small voice of God telling me. "Stop trying to work it, this is where it ends for you. Let me do my work, from this point on. TRUST me!!!" Whammmm, as always, it's not about me, it's about HIM, and His mighty power, Him being the great JEHOVAH, the great I am. Loud and clear, just stay focus on Him and no one else, just Him......
"Jesus, You're such an awesome God. Just like what bebo share, we will give you the chance to move. So, we will wait patiently for Your wonder miracles. Give me the rainbow, show me that yes, indeed, it is done!".
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This made me teary-eyed. One of my struggles is not being able to let go and let God. I always have to be in control of the situation. Thank you Tita for this wonderful sharing.
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