Thursday, December 5, 2019

Promise Rainbow...assurance and hope

In view of my January 29 post, with regards to the news about CJ.  I remain hopeful.  As a personal testimony, a rainbow to me is God's way of showing me that my prayers are answered.  How, when, in what manner, I leave that up to Him, He has full discretion.  All I know is that my prayers are answered.

My first rainbow sighting was unexpected.  It was a time of unbelievably unexpected.  It's still winter and our last winter was rainy-stormy for most of the time.  I shared a car pool ride with a co-worker and it was raining, more like a heavy drizzle.  I am so on the lookout for a rainbow while on Fwy280 heading to Millbrae to pick up my car.  I was not optimistic because it's really drizzling heavy so, I said, "how could there be a rainbow sighting?"  I got dropped in Millbrae station to grab my car to go to see Addi.  But walah, by the entry was a partial rainbow sighting and I was like, "Whoaaaa, is this a rainbow?"  I immediately drew my phone out with my hand quivering and at the same time, praying that no one is behind me and kept looking intently to make sure it is a rainbow and not just my imagination as a result of intense desire to see one, to get an answer... but it was, it was a partial rainbow that after my intersection, i went straight to the bayside-airport side hotel lined up area where i can really prove it is a rainbow!  I parked, walked with my eyes tearing up white uttering an endless thank you to the Lord.  I saw it, like just a quarter of the rainbow and nevertheless repeatedly said "thank you, Lord Jesus"  This is an answer I've been waiting for and my heart couldn't be more assured that CJ will be spared more of life.  My heart rested at peace, in comfort that indeed, The Lord have heard and answered my prayers.  This was Feb 15, at 2:35pm.

We were fortunate to be with them in May 2019 to celebrate her 41st birthday.  We had so much fun, and it didn't seem like a dreaful-sad experience.  I guess that's how you celebrate life especially when Christ is in your midst and in the core of your heart.  We are just fortunate to have experience this.
For now, my heart is at rest, especially with what they sahred to us on Nov 19, 2019 CT Scan result, "no evidence of metastatic disease is detected".  And what that meant was Mell's explanation that the liver lesions found before improved and just found a scar, no spot found.  Tho there was a sighting in the lungs, it was an "unspecified" one because it is to small to categorize.  The CA found in the original right breast rest the same, which is being treated by the targeted therapy every 3 weeks which is what we are currently in persistent and fervent prayer.  Her CA 15-3 markers are in normal range meaning they are sleeping, aka dormant.  This is just awesome news, and answered prayer and we shall keep the hope alive, the faith strengthened, and be on our knees religiously. 
ALL GLORY TO JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD and SAVIOUR, Hallelujah!!!!